Mood 13
“She’s been shouting her joy for so long her voice has gone hoarse …
The joy has turned tainted chaos. WHERE ARE YOU HERE I AM. She’s been waiting too long, and she can’t stay still much longer. She can feel her own hurricane brewing inside. Maybe she’ll leave a trail behind her of all the men she didn’t want. Or maybe she’ll keep waiting waiting waiting. Once a month or so she’ll pretend she’s not looking, but the nothingness of no one leaves her looking even while she’s running through her days. She’s been screaming her joy for so long, and maybe it’s simply too loud for them with all that screaming going on.
-E.M.G.
Listen.
If you want to hear the colors that sound like this mood, here is the playlist that sounds like the ocean at sunset. Mood 13 is dating boys you don’t like and loving who you are becoming. It is seashells in a jar, gin and tonics, and freckles on your nose.